Anxiously Missing Him

Well, we have now been in Payson for over 3 months, and everyone is well adjusted. The children have done so much better than I ever expected... I guess Im the one having difficulties. I am missing my routine, my friends, and of course my hub! I hate to gush over my missing him when I am able to talk with him, and skype on almost a daily basis. That is SO much more than other military spouses! And now I am ANXIOUS!!! He will be here in 25 DAYS!! And I feel bad for being excited over that too! He will come home for longer than a deployed soldier, and will return to a safe room of his own! Im sharing this because I knew YALL would understand! I have also been going to the gym 3-5 days a week, and TRYING to be more conscious with my eating! I am an emotional, bored, whatever eater, and that causes a lot of problems! I need to eat more for fuel and health than Fun, although I need to keep the fun in there... Anyway what I’m trying to say is, there has been a change, and good change in my body, and with a month to go till I see my man, I am dedicated to rocking it out at the gym and kitchen! I want him to SEE my dedication!! Guess maybe I should have names this post CHANGES, because the body is not the only thing I have been working on. My sister Chela has helped me MAJORLY in the clutter/cleaning/organizing department! And this is huge for me in SO many ways! Y is a cleaner, and I’m a piler... :). It feels good to have made a SHIFT in my mind set to WANT to be organized, and fresh... We have a FHE with the children about how are homes can be a temple and that really touched me! Children are so in tune to the spirit of things, and I want to be the example of GOOD... no, of BEST for them!! All of these changes... all of this growth in myself, in my strengths, and in my faith make me AXIOUSLY MISS and ANXIOUSLY await Yoshigos visit!!! Eeeeeekkkkkkkkk!